Saved by His Grace

Ephesians 2:4 ..But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions, it is by grace that you have been saved.

Who am I Lord that you are so mindful of me? I've done awful things in your sight but still you remained faithful. How come you love me this much? Do I deserve this? not that I'm complaining my King, but because I'm in awe of your unconditional love.

I remembered the time when I refused to follow your will. My rebellious heart kept on searching for the love that wil complete me. But no matter how I try to fix the puzzles of love I just can't seem to understand it. You repeatedly asked me to surrender my heart but I turned my back on you. I made my own pathway of love and I was happy. But Little did I know that It was just temporary. The pathway became a pit of darkness, loneliness and brokeness. You reached your hand towards me but still I refused to hold on to you. I tried climbing up, fixing my life, forcing things to be ok but my King.... I failed.....

In my weakness, there you stood up from your Throne, knelt down and grabbed me with your loving arms. That's the only time that I finally understood your grace that saved me from destruction. My King, listen to my heart saying.... I love you... please forgive me, make me your princess again.. This time I'll let you rule over me because now I SURRENDER.-anj

My heart, your Home

Come and make my heart your home

Come and be everything I am and all I know

search me through and through

Until my heart becomes a home for you

A home for you

A home for you

Let everything I do

Open up a door for you to come through

Then my heart would be a place where you wanna be

I'm Sorry

Hi Lord, Its been awhile.. I feel really weak now,, but then I know that your love is more than enough to fill me up. I haven't been really faithful to you and my heart is just full of guilt and shame. I don't know what to say, and Im really lost in words. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..' these are the words that kept repeating in my heart. My King, please hear my heart crying out for you. No one can replace you, so please come in to my heart and let it beat again for you. Make my heart wise that I may walk in your light. Take away all the distractions that kept on feeding the needs of my flesh. There's nothing I desire but you. Please my King, accept my heart. Cause me to love you more. Cause me to be intimate with you. Cause me to be inlove with you. I love you.... please make me yours forever. -your princess

You are for me - Kari Jobe
So Faithful
So constant
so loving and so true
so powerful in all you do

You fill me
You see me
You know my every move
You love for me to sing to you

I know that you are for me
I know that you are for me
I know that you will never forsake me in my weakness
and I know that you have come down
even if to write upon my heart
to remind me of who you are

So patient
So gracious
so merciful and true
So wonderful in all you do

you fill me
You see me
You know my every move
You love for me to sing to you

inlove..

I'm inlove with my Creator
My heart beats for Him
I long for His presence
I want to feel His Heavenly Embrace
I want to experience His sweet love
He is my Love, my Life, my Breath

Lord, just take my heart, my soul and my everything, it's all yours.
God I will never exchange this kind of love from the temporary satisfaction of this world.
Let your love consume me My King,
I just want you,, and nothing else



Deeply in love-darlene
In my life, you heard me say I love you
HOw do I show you it's true
In my heart, I long for more of you
I've fallen deeply in love with you

You have stolen my heart
I'm captivated by you
Never will you
and I part
I've fallen deeply in love with you

You and I together forever
nothing can stand in the way
my love for you grows stronger each new day
I've fallen deeply in love with you

Times of desperation

Few months ago I felt that i'm really losing my grip from God's hands. I felt that I was nothing and that I don't deserve this kind of life. I know it in my heart that these are just trials that I have to overcome, but I came to a point of giving up. There are nights that I would just cry and beg for Jesus to take away all the hurts because it's really killing me. It feels like my heart is full of anger, bitterness, hatred, sadness, name it! It feels so heavy. Sometimes there would be no words spoken because of so much hurt. Only fountain of tears. Imagine what I have to go through. But you see my story didn't end there.
During my darkest season, my King picked me up and held me close to Him. He took my heart, and he told me, He would take care of it, and that I should just trust Him. I said "Father, you don't deserve this kind of heart, it so broken, and It has nothing but trash. He clearly told me, "My princess, this is the heart that I want. A broken heart. You see I can make you whole again, surrender your heart and you'll experience my love that will consume you."
At that moment, I have nothing, and I just gave up the fight, I surrendered my broken heart to my King, and suddenly I felt the peace, joy and contentment in His presence.
Nothing can beat that. I felt that God took over and wrapped me with His loving arms.
It was never easy, but I know I'm taking baby steps to a victorious life.

Surrendering to God doesn't mean that you lost the battle. Surrendering all your rights, your pains, your worries, and your situations to God means you're finally giving Him the chance to love you. And man! Words are not enough to describe how God took care of me. It was just so awesome! It was extravagant! It was the best.
Start surrendering and you'll be amazed of His faithfulness and love.

Here's a song that I've been listening to the whole day,I hope it will inspire you.
If I'm not wrong, I think it was wriiten by Desperation Band. Sorry for the poor video recording, I just want to share this song to you guys! Blessings-anj

Lyrics: Amazed
You dance over me
while I am unaware
You sing all around
But I never hear a sound

Lord I'm amazed by you
Lord, I'm amazed by you
Lord, I'm amazed by you
How you love me

How wide, How deep, How great, is your love for me